Wednesday, July 4, 2007
试着去努力鼓起勇气放弃你
总是不争气没有这么快学会安静
就连眼泪时刻在提醒根本无法放得下你
漆黑的夜晚还是找到了我排山倒海来袭
一定是我不够好所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯和海角躲在别人的怀抱
你能不能不管过得好不好
不要故意躲开不让我知道
只要你过得很好什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷
希望你过得好
总有一天你会看到爱如海掀起惊天巨滔我会以无坚不摧的力量让你知道
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actualli i also duno whether i should sae expected or suprised when i heard e ans to e qns tt i ask...
can feel tt my heart is aching when i knw tt SOMEONE lied to me...
and i duno y my tears jux rolled down while listening to e song...wondering is it bcux im sadd over e lie or tryin to put myself in his shoes to understand things tt i dun wish to understand..??after awhile i asked again...cux i wana knw wat sure he is abt e ans he gave me jux nw...
but who knws..50-50 was his ans this tym...
TAh DAh!! N im right...is her again...
hais...y cant jux b more truthful to me...
we knw tt i'll feel sadd when i knw e truth but i rather to knw e truth n be sadd than u lie to me...cux it hurts more... :((
since e begining i told HER tt i understand..but acutalli i also duno i understand wat...
at tyms i'd ask myself...i choose to kip quiet is it cux i wan him tt knw tt im noble??
HAH! im nt...i choose to kip quiet cux i also duno y... :((
yupp yupp..i admit tt i mind..but i wnt wana stop him for tt..dun ask me y..cux i reali duno....
only thing i knw is tt HE is reali tt SPECIAL tt i jux wana LOVE HIM as much as i can...n DUN wana c HIM SADD...
hais....
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todae woke up at 7plus cux too hungry liaos...went to cook noodles to eat b4 i go out...
at abt 9plus...took cabby to cwp n took 187 to jurong lo..
hahas..e trip frm cwp to dear's hus is onli 1hr lo...stupid deardear...kana trick by ur fren... :P
*ding-dong* he was surprised tt im so early..cux i go out le nv tell him..hahas...**sorriiee..cux i wan u to slp longer** -_- n he went back to slp...
sian 1/2..left me alone..n i went to watch HUAN HUAN AI!!!!!!! hahas...MIKE HE JUN XIANG N WANG ZHUAN YI ROCKs!!!!!!! so suai sia...heh heh..n of cux rainnie tt big super duper cute chio bu... ;))
n watched till half..i fell aslp liaos... :)) as usual..
woke up at abt 2plus watch MR BEAN animated series!! hahas...so long nv watch liaos..so lame sia..-_-'''
then had instant noodle..N I COOK tt for deardear...hahas...he's disappointed cux no soup...lols...
n watched pirates for awhile before goin back to slp..cux im havin GASTRIC!!! arghs...freaking pain...
woke up at abt 610pm..cux we goin to sentosa to watch e new fountain..SONG OF E SEA!!...
but b4 we left e hus...hais...saddiiee thing happened...u knw, i knw...n u're nt observant enough... ;))
took bus to lakeside n took train to harbour front...bought passes to sentosa...n we had dinner at SUBWAY!! hahas...
then we went into sentosa lo..bought tickets for song of e sea...hahas...so excited!! cux finalli i can watched le!! n IM WATCHING WITH EUGENE CHIAM WORs!! e stupid guy tt i love so much!! hehe...BEN WU GUI!!
WAH!! e show was FANTASTIC sia...espcially e endin part with da mini fireworks..
hmmms...wondering when's this yr's fireworks gonna start...cant wait to c le...
n we went hm after tt le lo..cux i knw tt my deardear is more tired than i..so tonite i walked hm myself... :))
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my dear, thks 4 bringing me for e show..i reali enjoy it!! n its my another 1st tym watching musical fountain with someone i loved!! :)) we'll go again when got new show kkaes..???
N I KNW WHU I WANA GO WITH E NEXT TYM LIAO!!!
ITS EUGENE CHIAM FENG RONG!!!!!!!!!!!! :))*muackkiiees
我最爱的只有你i want you. i need you. i miss you8:35 AM
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